I HATE YOU!

Honestly, I have no intention to intrude into someone else private love life. Whatever fervor propels me into one seems strange. It definitely wasn't interest nor jealousy, neither it was infatuation or lust . I am sure it's no mistake that it's love, godly love that propelled me into this frenzy disposition. Yes, I can feel that it's because of a concerned godly driven heart that is filled with the Father's unconditional love. Period. No other foreign elements participated in this busybody absurdity.

You cannot influence someone to hate a person they loved, neither can you have someone love a hated person. The Master Divider of relationships must play it's role.

Once upon a time, I was so in love with the world that nothing that Jesus, my Saviour who loved me and died for me, whispered into my heart could change my passion for the world and everything that's in it. I was so in love with money, sex, pride and everything evil. Thank you Jesus for patience and kindness and everything that He is in 1 Corinthians 13:4-7, He endured all of my imperfections and misconstrue about love. He is patient enough to allow the evidence of evil someday to destroy my misinterpreted perception. His love for me is eternal.

Jesus Christ, my Saviour loved me long before I was even conceived in my earthly mother's womb. His love for me is everlasting. It's whether someday I will wake up to my senses and turned back to Him, my Everlasting Love.

But those who are still caught in the web of evil, we hated Him.

If we hate the people who truly loved us, how can we then loved the people who never love us purely? And how do we ever discover and establish whether a person truly love us. In 1 John 4:16b, God says that He is love and unless He lives in us, we don't know love. And if we have never experienced God our Father's love in His Son, our Saviour Jesus, then how do we love? Love must live in us first because all good things belongs to God, the Father.

Throughout our life time, God, the Father sent His Holy Spirit into us in a variety of manner to help us reminded of His love for us at the cross. But each time, we turned Him away, hating Him more as our love and desire for evil tightened its grip. If we have never experienced the Father's love for us at the cross, then the love that we display comes from evil. It bear all the resemblance of evil. It is lust not love that lives in us.

Praise and thank God, the Father in Christ Jesus our Saviour, for His mercy and grace in His unfailing love. Ultimately, His mercy and grace in His unfailing love triumphed, setting us free from the slavery of evil. No chains of evil, no matter how strongly we were bound by it could withstand the awesome power of our Saviour's grace.

Today we may hate Him, but someday, yes, someday His grace will be victorious in us and then we will return to His true, pure untainted love. His Spirit lives in us to ache for those loving Fatherly arms whose embrace provided us eternal love.

But for now, He is patient to wait for us to turn back to Him because He wouldn't want any of His children to be lost to evil, forever! (2 Peter 3:9)

The Father desire all His children to live in His love and not lust!

Thank you Jesus for your love at the cross.